Here we are 11 hours away!

I still can't seem to wrap my head around what's going to happen in the morning. My doctor called me and left a message just to check in and make sure I remembered not eat or drink past midnight. So sweet!
I was doing great today, then I saw my mom and I cried for about a good hour an a half. My tears were representative of every emotion I could possibly feel. I've never felt this before, it so hard to explain. Of course I'm excited but I think I'm equally nervous and scared of the entire process and being a mommy. Isaac put it best. For so long we have been in love with and object (my belly) and a thought of a baby. Now tomorrow that object and thought becomes a real life living breathing child! Its a feeling so hard to describe if you've never been there. Amongst my tears a long time wonderful beautiful best friend of mine called me, Crystal Navarro. And she experienced the same emotions I'm going through now with her son. That brought me so much comfort to know this was normal. When we hung up my husband got down on one knee as I sat on the couch and said "there is something I want to give you, I've wanted to give it to you for a while. Its something I'm giving you as your Husband and soon to be Hunter's father." He then handed me a little box wraped in gold ( I recognized the Kay jewelers wrapping) I looked at him stunned. When I unwrapped it and opened this blue velvet box, I found a beautiful charm that had a silhouette of a gold mother holding her white gold child with a diamond in the center. I was speechless. I just sobbed more. He told me it is to go on the chain the holds the locket he gave me for mothers day with Hunter's picture in it. Its perfect. At that moment a calm came over me that I haven't felt in days. In the charm I also saw a guardian angel holding me! I felt like it was God telling me all was going to be ok. Don't worry, don't cry, because I have you always and forever. I look at my life and I am amazed. I may not be wealthy, I may struggle from time to time, I may be handed difficult cards but I always lean on my Savior and He has given me a beautiful home, a wonderful job, an amazing godsend of a husband, 2 beautiful dogs, a family and family in law beyond words, friends that help me grow and make me better, and now a miracle baby boy! I am so undeserving its insane! But so appreciative.
Thank you all for following me on this journey! My love and heart for you all can not be placed into words! Now tomorrow we close this chapter and start a new! Hang on for the ride because its just starting!
God bless you all!
Isaac's number if you don't have it is 503-956-4440. Feel free to text him at anytime for an update!
May God bless you all!
Tomorrow we welcome a third musketeer!
Love always
Jenn, Isaac, and Hunter!

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